Is it okay to have a 15 month old baby and seriously, I mean SERIOUSLY, ask yourself if you are mommy-material at all? I don't know if baby boys are soooooooooooo much more demanding in terms of keeping a watch over them while they climb the stairs, want to jump down, eat mud, grab a throny branch in the rose garden, just drop the glass bowl on the ground and them squeal with delight as it crashes to pieces or simply go through the day with no food coz there is too much fun to be had and who has time to stall for a few bites!! You get the scene. I just stand in a corner and the right side of my head asks the left if this could be happening to me. I am still in a daze over my baby. How can my life have changed so much? Beyond belief, hopefully not repair. I AM MENTALLY EXHAUSTED. so so exhausted. I go from states of ecstasy (over the baby when he's tired out and calm enough to want to read a book) and sometimes even Z, the he, to complete depression where I could slash everything in sight. Okay, not so bad but I just lose it, thankfully mostly in my mind. I am thinking of getting one of those stress buster balls for myself.
Oh, and in case I forgot, MERRY CHRISTMAS.
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i wonder every single day. a little late in the day considering i have not one but TWO kids!!!
i think its a good thing. as long as we stay on our toes we do a good job!
I hope I do (a good job). I'm pretty sure you do do (sic).
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